I am sat on the loo. Staring at this shelf. This shelf hasn't changed in 5 years. Apart from the fact that in the last 6 months it's been dusted every two weeks when the cleaner comes. I've stared at this shelf more times than i can count. I've sat here focusing on the… Continue reading Shelf of silence
Tag: musings
Stupidity…
A necessary break
Wow. What a week! Or has it been two weeks? So, after the sale of my father's house, alongside all of the sad thoughts that brought up, my father's fiance decided she doesn't want to be with my dad anymore. To sum up: my dad is now living with me. I am actually a… Continue reading A necessary break
The media wins again
Made a fatal error today. One which I make roughly once a year. I responded to a pointed comment posted on Facebook. A public comment that was designed entirely to provoke discussion. I am an idiot. Firstly, arguments made behind a computer screen are not useful in my eyes. Secondly, no matter how fair and… Continue reading The media wins again
Everything has an end
I watched the last episode of a touch of frost yesterday. I felt like it was time. Ever since I watched the last episode of Friends, it appears I have inadvertently avoided watching the end of programs. I either cut out before the end, or avoid programs with definite finishes altogether, opting for continuing… Continue reading Everything has an end
The Answer?
I probably come to this conclusion a hundred times a year. The answer to all my problems: I need to just get out of the house and make plans. Get out of my head. I'm making the most of this feeling because after 'getting out and about' i often end up deeper into my own… Continue reading The Answer?
Beauty products
Some people swear by oil of Olay, some people swear by John Freda or bedhead or pantene or clinique or whatever the latest fashion for hair and face creams is. I swear by the basics: A bar of soap. Any kind really. I'm currently sporting Palmolive which is 99p for 4 bars in tesco.… Continue reading Beauty products
It’s only Monday
High as a kite, low as a fox, as pure as a new born baby. Do I breathe? Do I not? I bounced in the door this evening. After a difficult attempt to sleep last night and an early alarm call to make sure I had time to wake up. After a longer than… Continue reading It’s only Monday
The Happy Place
I struggle to sleep at times. It's annoying. I find going to one of my happy places helps. I wish my happy place was a beautiful beach in the sun with cocktails on tap and happy music. My happy place revolves around the rain. It could be raining in a number of places. But it… Continue reading The Happy Place
Beginnings
This isn't the start. I'm starting part way through a life that always seems to be different to reality. This also isn't some fantastic epiphany. I just felt I should write it down. Maybe this is an outlet that is right for me at this time. So let's start. A brief back story. I'm… Continue reading Beginnings







