One girl's battle with life
So I'm gonna start here with, I had no vaccines. I'm gonna move onto: I'm not gonna spit theories and names and dates of why you should or shouldn't. Just give my own theory on the topic (so many have them) We all know about herd immunity (and if you don't and don't want to… Continue reading No vaccine?
I'm smoking. And on a blast from my best past. My teenage years. Despite the traumas they are still the best years of my life. No responsibilities. A bit of cash between pocket money and babysitting at the beginning, to a Saturday job in estate agency by the time I was 16. Lack of regulations… Continue reading Nostaliga
This has been a post I haven't wanted to write. Wanted to savour the memory. What a year it has been since I moved up. This summer has been mental. Like last summer. Constant partying. I've blasted through a couple of grands worth of powder too. been to three festivals. About 20 gigs. Made friends,… Continue reading The year memories were made from
There's nothing special about this Tuesday. It's raining. Pretty Standard for Scotland. I didn't get any work this morning. So now I'm sat here smoking a single skin. Reading. Watching reruns of old shows. The cat is snoozing on the end of the bed. Suddenly reminded of 12 year old me; sat in a similar… Continue reading Comparing your child to a mobile phone
I've been meaning to put a duvet cover on my duvet for a week now. Yes im that type of human. The one where you walk in I haven't made my bed. Or washed my bed. The pillows and blankets are still in the same position they were in when I dragged myself out of… Continue reading The unwashed duvet effect
Being an intelligent functioning drug user has its issues when you want to deal with the health care system. I think there's something wrong with my stomach. I think this because of some non drug related issues such as difficulty eating. But these issues could be anything and it could take ages to see what's… Continue reading Excuse me doctor, I’m sick
My mum once said to me that the downside to technology is that it lets people in. I remember thinking to myself how crazy that was and how much I didn't agree. Granted, at the time, I hated my home and the people I didn't want to let in were my parents, so technology has… Continue reading Safe Space
8 years ago I went to Australia. 10 years ago I left college. 14 years ago I left home. What have I done? How did time pass like this without me knowing? I asked C. She said we snorted the time away. Then she laughed. I didn't laugh. It's not funny anymore. That's my life.… Continue reading Time wasted.
I was so naive. I used to think drugs freed my mind. Now I know differently. They narrowed it. Nothing is what it seemed at all. All the friendships I made along the way sit in their own unrealistic battlegrounds. Every single person apart from C (sometimes including her?) Is a sea of disappointment, disharmony… Continue reading Freedom
4 months. I just had to mark the day. It's been 4 months. I didn't decide to come clean. I didn't want to. It just.. happened. I went one weekend then another then another. I've been drunk. I've been on all nighters drinking. Watched the sun rise, wasted the following day in a daze then… Continue reading Clean
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