One girl's battle with life
Wow. What a week! Or has it been two weeks? So, after the sale of my father's house, alongside all of the sad thoughts that brought up, my father's fiance decided she doesn't want to be with my dad anymore. To sum up: my dad is now living with me. I am actually a… Continue reading A necessary break
I can't stand being out. I made no effort and it shows. I felt so ugly. I feel so ugly. I feel fat. The people I was out with were nice enough but were distracted by the pretty girls. Or, in fact, every girl who wasn't me. I know I know I know... Beauty… Continue reading The same.
Hello train you're finally here, I've developed quite an obsession with you... Hello depression. We meet again. You come when the sun is out. When I want so desperately to be happy. When I want to be out and about enjoying the weather, not sitting inside wishing the day away. You come, even though… Continue reading Hello again.
Made a fatal error today. One which I make roughly once a year. I responded to a pointed comment posted on Facebook. A public comment that was designed entirely to provoke discussion. I am an idiot. Firstly, arguments made behind a computer screen are not useful in my eyes. Secondly, no matter how fair and… Continue reading The media wins again
I watched the last episode of a touch of frost yesterday. I felt like it was time. Ever since I watched the last episode of Friends, it appears I have inadvertently avoided watching the end of programs. I either cut out before the end, or avoid programs with definite finishes altogether, opting for continuing… Continue reading Everything has an end
August is the best and worst month of the year. I used to love August. time for sun and fun and no responsibility. Over the years so much happened that it became necessary to hate it. The hate was fueled by my habit. I'm not sure where one ends and the other begins? Over… Continue reading Memories don’t hurt as much as you think.
A few weeks ago, the holidays were looming ahead of me. Long weeks to fill and no work to focus on. The anxiety cut me like a brick (or whatever the appropriate phrase) Roll on two weeks to today. My diary is full. I have a few random days of nothing that I suppose… Continue reading Biscuits always work
And this is why I am in the relationship I am. Not for lust. But for friendship. Not for love but for respect and practical reasons like money and support and fatherly qualities. My partner is close to what one would expect to be the perfect partner. And for the exact same reasons, he… Continue reading Love is Blind
I probably come to this conclusion a hundred times a year. The answer to all my problems: I need to just get out of the house and make plans. Get out of my head. I'm making the most of this feeling because after 'getting out and about' i often end up deeper into my own… Continue reading The Answer?
Good morning sunshine Leaves fall off trees hot and humid Lunch by the sea Rain cold splashes At the end of the day Listen to the thunder As I slumber away...
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