I still don’t have the answer to this question.
Is it because I just get on with it?
Maybe because I’ve never had a choice?
What do other people do? Do they survive?
I guess I just find harmony in myself and will myself to be ok. I TRY not to stress. I’m not always successful but trying definitely keeps the demons at bay most of the time. I find a way to be comfortable in any situation. I haven’t always been like this but moving around year after year you learn to live without your home comforts.
Maybe I should stop being so accommodating. Maybe I should just let go. It will result in a nervous breakdown. But then maybe all the people around me will see what I’ve had to deal with. Maybe people around me will expect more from themselves. Keep going. Not give up an throw a paddy when things get tough.
If that’s the only thing I could leave people it’s with the knowledge that we can achieve so much more than we think if we just got up and tried.
FaerieFalls 