Stone cold sober

I’m in Scotland.

No drugs

No alcohol

No cigarettes

I am actually okay.

Amazingly the medication works when I’m not mixing it with stuff that fucks you up left right and centre.

On the other hand, I can count on my hands the number of actual meals I’ve eaten here over the last decade. And I’ve been here every 6 weeks for 10 years. We went shopping and someone asked me what type of toilet roll to buy… I have no idea… We would get batches of the cheapest stuff we could just to catch the blood from our noses. In a normal setting I wouldn’t have a clue what she would want!

Do I really know my friend? Does she really know me?

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