A few weeks ago, the holidays were looming ahead of me. Long weeks to fill and no work to focus on. The anxiety cut me like a brick (or whatever the appropriate phrase)
Roll on two weeks to today. My diary is full. I have a few random days of nothing that I suppose I will fill with cake baking and adding more to my book. Other than that I am being as sociable as I can be.
I can feel what it’s like to go to sleep at 11pm, wake up at 7 and not be shattered. Is this because of no stressful work? Or simply because I’m having a manic week/month? The manic times are so much easier to handle when I don’t have to go to work. Has my mental health worked it’s way around my lifestyle or has my lifestyle dictated how my mental health behaves? Who knows. Would you like a biscuit?