Every now and then (might be daily occurrence I’m not sure) I get this wonderful feeling of nothing.
I don’t care
I don’t know
I don’t feel
I don’t remember
I don’t worry
I don’t get anxious
I love this feeling. It’s euphoric. Now I know why people take heroin. If I had a choice, this is what I want my meds to do all the time. I’d want to live alone in a cave and feel nothing.