One girl's battle with life
I wish I could show you the inside. If anyone wants to judge people on the breadline, just take a look at Fife's finest cell block flats; the road names have pretty places but the leaking buildings tell the truth. I grew up in such a middle class lifestyle yet I feel more at home… Continue reading The price some people pay
I have had issues with control my entire life. I know now that this is a lot more related to my childhood than me. One parent who acted like a child and another who avoided as much as he could. One parent who would try to micro manage my every move and one parent who… Continue reading Control
Everyone is going through something at the moment. EVERYONE. Even Richard Branson. Ok fair enough if you've got that many millions and your concerns are anything other than about the health of you and your loved ones, maybe you should have made a better choice somewhere. But frequent feelings I hear talked about: dispair, fear,… Continue reading Why I’m not…
Here's the issue with therapy or mental health support of most kinds that I know of... They can't be there 24/7 unless you're locked up. And half the things you really want someone to be there for is to ground you when your brain malfunctions. Be it a sudden dip in mood, an inability to… Continue reading New Job
So I see what the issue is when women get upset about not getting attention from their man when they're out. Issue no.1: when a woman is single, friends will give them attention. Men and women, but mostly men. Issue no.2: when people live together they enjoy some one else's company on the odd occasion… Continue reading The issue
It's Xmas Eve, im in getting quietly stoned with my other half. We are also having wine. I've turned down the chance to go out for drinks. So have half my friends it seems. That's probably why I'm so ok with not being out. I'm not missing out on anything. I know where my close… Continue reading Christmas has changed.
My dad is amazing. He has helped me realise a really important part of myself that I didn't realise was something I could change: how I respond to things. Here's the thing, if someone does something that invokes a negative feeling in me, I make it known. I'm aware of this and usually I am… Continue reading Dealing with it like an adult.
I get told this alot. It might be right. I always thought I had a strong personality but that I was just perplexed by issues I understand or can see that others don't, or that others ignore. My brief Google suggests this could be because im sensitive. Here's what psychology today think (no I'm not… Continue reading “you’re too sensitive”
Watching someone you love go through turmoil? Watching someone you love, love someone else? How about watching someone you love being unable to remember most of your friendship? Yup that last one is definitely going to be the end of me one day. Why, you ask? Surely he will gain his memory back? Surely you… Continue reading Feel the knife Twist
I lied. A long time ago. I came to terms with it. Learned from it. Learned not to use the lies to support my self worth. I moved on. Now some of the lies are catching up with me. Now I'm not trusted because of lies I told years ago. Lies I don't tell anymore.… Continue reading Lies
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