One girl's battle with life
There's nothing special about this Tuesday. It's raining. Pretty Standard for Scotland. I didn't get any work this morning. So now I'm sat here smoking a single skin. Reading. Watching reruns of old shows. The cat is snoozing on the end of the bed. Suddenly reminded of 12 year old me; sat in a similar… Continue reading Comparing your child to a mobile phone
I've been meaning to put a duvet cover on my duvet for a week now. Yes im that type of human. The one where you walk in I haven't made my bed. Or washed my bed. The pillows and blankets are still in the same position they were in when I dragged myself out of… Continue reading The unwashed duvet effect
I missed out on tv as a teen/early twenties. I was always out always socialising. People in recent times have made realise how and why I didn't have close friendships. I had a number of interesting experiences but once I'd inundated people with my tales of my life, I had no idea how to formulate… Continue reading I can relate…
The Spanish have flamenco The Scottish have ceilidh dancing The Irish have jigs The English have the hokey pokey, the locomotion... Go figure 🤔
Don't you just love our society? Do you ever look around at the Vegans and protestors and the single use plastic brigade and think how amazing society is. It's like we all saw Wall-E and went 'nope. Let's do something about this.' It might get up the backs of most people at times, but in… Continue reading What happens when you give the masses knowledge of the results of their behavior…
Being an intelligent functioning drug user has its issues when you want to deal with the health care system. I think there's something wrong with my stomach. I think this because of some non drug related issues such as difficulty eating. But these issues could be anything and it could take ages to see what's… Continue reading Excuse me doctor, I’m sick
Watching someone you love go through turmoil? Watching someone you love, love someone else? How about watching someone you love being unable to remember most of your friendship? Yup that last one is definitely going to be the end of me one day. Why, you ask? Surely he will gain his memory back? Surely you… Continue reading Feel the knife Twist
So it's been a while since I wrote here. It's been a while since I felt the need to. Life is going well again. Well as well as can be when I still don't have a bed to myself or somewhere particularly to call my own. But i have a safe space finally. Somewhere where… Continue reading When People just don’t understand
I lied. A long time ago. I came to terms with it. Learned from it. Learned not to use the lies to support my self worth. I moved on. Now some of the lies are catching up with me. Now I'm not trusted because of lies I told years ago. Lies I don't tell anymore.… Continue reading Lies
My mum once said to me that the downside to technology is that it lets people in. I remember thinking to myself how crazy that was and how much I didn't agree. Granted, at the time, I hated my home and the people I didn't want to let in were my parents, so technology has… Continue reading Safe Space
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